kelasku di um sudahpun bermula. sem ni aku semester 4. aku amik 3 subjek. last sem amik satu je. itupun elektif. mmg plan takmo amik banyak sebab aku tengah peknen. maknanya sem ni pulunla..
sem ni payah sket. minggu lepas bila masuk kelas je aku dok tingatkan faris. camnela dia skang. walaupun aku tau mak and adik yg jaga dia..tapi aku tetap teringat kat dia. slalu terpisah sampai tgh je. almaklumla keje tadika half day jek. ni bile kelas ade jadual aku sampai malam. jumpa tengahari kejap jela sebelum ke um.
kalu sem ni lulus 3 subjek, nanti sem 5 amik 2 subjek, sem 6 tinggal satu subjek iaitu penyelidikan. buat research jela last semester nanti. doakan ye..
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Sunday, July 12, 2009
hati pedih sape yg tahu??
petang smalam sume staf aulad ade meeting kat aulad bangi, termasuk tadika dan taska skali. nak briefing pasal keselematan, kebersihan and so on. sebenarnya benda nih dah diulang2 banyak kali. tapi sebab pekerja asik bertukar ganti, pastu kalu tak diberitahu, memasing akan buat kesilapan yang sama. tu yg kena gak bagitau kat diorg.
yg aku geram tuh, kat tempat aku keje nih, pekerja2 masih lagi buat kesilapan2 yg sama. ade sorg tuh mmgla baru lagi keja. ni yg sorg lagi tuh..kira dah bertaun2 keja kat situ, dah dekat 10 tahun gamaknya, masih lagi buat benda yg sama. aku tak pahamla. makin lama makin berkarat lak. sume nak kena bagi ingat balik. padehal dia org lama. dia bimbingla pekerja yg baru tuh. diorg nih belah taska. kalu yg tadika aku boleh cakap sendiri.
antara yg diorg asik buat silap tu..tak jaga kebersihan dapur. sampah dapur+pampes budak tu simpan jela dlm tong sampah walalupun dh penuh. pastu tak buang2 jugek. tunggu sampai petang baru nak buang. heee..dhla dok kat dapur. aku tengok mmg geli la. kalu atas peti ais ke atas tv ke mmg suka sgt letak brg tah hape2 sampai penuh. bilik air plak asik berterabur dan licin berdaki tak digosok. kekadang budak gi toilet cikgu tak ikut sama. bilik salin baju lagila..bersepah!! aku penatla asik cakap je tapi kemas kejap pastu buat balik. kalu sampah tu kurang disapu slalu. kalu jaga budak+baby mmg kena bersihkan rumah slalu. aku mmg tak paham. aku kalu cakap mmg aku direct terus. i'm very out spoken gitu. tak macam mak aku 'big boss'..kalu cakap mmg soft spoken la. aku nak cakap terus terang..ade staf mmg amik kesempatan. kalu mak aku dtg, wahh..memasing jadik rajin telebih! time tu la menyapu mengemas bagai. lepas mak aku balik sambung balik yg tak bersih tuh. camne aku tak pening pale..pastu bile aku cakap tu ade lak yg menjawab, nafi kata mana de. diorg tak buat macam yg aku cakap tuh. adehhh...mmg susah ye tuan puan untuk mengurus sumber manusia yg jenis camnih. ade yg mmg bagus dia takyah kita cakap lagi dia tau buat keja dia. mmg dia dah paham yg dia kena mengemas, kasi tempat bersih and so on. yg macam paku nih...errr, aku mmg slalu sajes kat mak aku suh terminate je. mak aku suh sabar, nanti dulu. tengok dulu. jangan sok diorg tuh naik lemak ye!!
yg aku geram tuh, kat tempat aku keje nih, pekerja2 masih lagi buat kesilapan2 yg sama. ade sorg tuh mmgla baru lagi keja. ni yg sorg lagi tuh..kira dah bertaun2 keja kat situ, dah dekat 10 tahun gamaknya, masih lagi buat benda yg sama. aku tak pahamla. makin lama makin berkarat lak. sume nak kena bagi ingat balik. padehal dia org lama. dia bimbingla pekerja yg baru tuh. diorg nih belah taska. kalu yg tadika aku boleh cakap sendiri.
antara yg diorg asik buat silap tu..tak jaga kebersihan dapur. sampah dapur+pampes budak tu simpan jela dlm tong sampah walalupun dh penuh. pastu tak buang2 jugek. tunggu sampai petang baru nak buang. heee..dhla dok kat dapur. aku tengok mmg geli la. kalu atas peti ais ke atas tv ke mmg suka sgt letak brg tah hape2 sampai penuh. bilik air plak asik berterabur dan licin berdaki tak digosok. kekadang budak gi toilet cikgu tak ikut sama. bilik salin baju lagila..bersepah!! aku penatla asik cakap je tapi kemas kejap pastu buat balik. kalu sampah tu kurang disapu slalu. kalu jaga budak+baby mmg kena bersihkan rumah slalu. aku mmg tak paham. aku kalu cakap mmg aku direct terus. i'm very out spoken gitu. tak macam mak aku 'big boss'..kalu cakap mmg soft spoken la. aku nak cakap terus terang..ade staf mmg amik kesempatan. kalu mak aku dtg, wahh..memasing jadik rajin telebih! time tu la menyapu mengemas bagai. lepas mak aku balik sambung balik yg tak bersih tuh. camne aku tak pening pale..pastu bile aku cakap tu ade lak yg menjawab, nafi kata mana de. diorg tak buat macam yg aku cakap tuh. adehhh...mmg susah ye tuan puan untuk mengurus sumber manusia yg jenis camnih. ade yg mmg bagus dia takyah kita cakap lagi dia tau buat keja dia. mmg dia dah paham yg dia kena mengemas, kasi tempat bersih and so on. yg macam paku nih...errr, aku mmg slalu sajes kat mak aku suh terminate je. mak aku suh sabar, nanti dulu. tengok dulu. jangan sok diorg tuh naik lemak ye!!
Thursday, July 9, 2009
aktiviti tadika 4
harini aku nak tunjuk la camne gaya bebudak nih bererobik. kalu hari rabu biasa diorg pakai t-shirt. saje je pakai sehari dlm seminggu. sebenarnya arituh beli sebab nak guna masa sukan. dah abis sukan pun pakai jela tak kisah bila2. ape agaknya gaya diorg nih..
yang atas nih pulak time diorg main kat kawasan permainan. maaf la ye. tempat bermain pun ala2 di padang pasir. alat permainan pun nampak dah tak cun. almaklumla..nak beli yg cantik macam tak berbaloi. bukan murah benda alah tuh! tak berbaloi sebabnya budak kat tempat aku nih mmg tak ramai. jadik cam tak balik modal. tak macam branch aulad kat tempat lain. (err..ni tadika aulad ye. takde kena mengena ngan aulad genius)
ha..yg nih muka berderet tunggu keta memasing waktu nak balik. kebetulan sumer cam berpakat dok situ ramai2 tunggu keta. cam baik je memasing ye.
so, aktiviti kraf kita pada hari ini ialah anyaman. penat la aku menggunting and memotong garisan2 anyaman ye tuan puan. saje carik pasal sebab bebudak ni pun mmg nak guna. memula mmg bagi arahan suh ikut selang seli biar bagi nampak cantik. bila lepas tu arahan pun tah kemana, sumer main hantam saja nak masuk kertas ikut suka. ha, lantak korg la ye nak masuk selang bape ke. janji korg punya keja sendiri. err...ade gak yg suh cikgu anyamkan.Wednesday, July 8, 2009
kerana dia..
pagi tadi aku dengar sinar fm. topik pagi mereka ialah..kerana dia dot dot dot. err...baru skang nih aku jadik pendengar radio sinar ye tuan puan. sebelum nih aku adelah peminat radio era. tapi sejak kieran and linda dah kuar rasa era makin boring. jadikla dengar sinar. yg best dpt dgr lagu dr zaman aku sekolah dulu taun 90an.
berbalik pada topik sinar, kerana dia..yang mengubah hidup anda. kalau aku, org itu sudah semestinya abg aku sendiri. banyak benda yg aku belajar dr dia. mmg perkahwinan mengajar kita banyak perkara, samada berkongsi ilmu, minat dan jiwa raga. waktu bujang sume bekisar tentang diri sendiri, tapi bila dah berdua perasaan dan kebiasaan pasangan perlu diambil kira juga. kalau zaman dulu aku boleh lepak2 di bilik dengan keadaan bilik yg...takdela macam tongkang pecah but takla berapa kemas. ala2 gitu. kalu skang bile nampak kotor dan bersepah je mmg kena bertindak cepat membersihkannya. samala juga pasal badan atau diri sendiri. tentang kebersihan tu..yg dalaman mmg kena jaga la. ikut suka nak guna cara tradisional or moden. yg luaran macam kebersihan badan kita juga penting dr atas sampai ke kaki. seboleh2nya nak bagi badan sentiasa bau wangi. (errr...tapi kalau baru lepas mengemas or memasak mesti berpeluh balik. kalau nak mandi mlm kang takut kena penyakit lak).
mana2 barang yg tak perlu mesti kena kemas. ha, aku dulu jenis suka ngumpul brg, so skang nih kena alert pada barang2 yg perlu aje. and..yg aku suka bab pengawalan duit belanja setiap bulan. dulu masih sorang so belanja takdela ape sangat. takat bayar duit ptpn, buat shopping beli baju kasut ke novel ke, and bil tepon sbb asik bergayut je, hehe. la nih sumer abg aku suh rancang awal2 sebelum gaji. ketepikan mana yg untuk bayar bil, loan, belanja and simpan. so mmg dah kena catu and sedar tak sedar kita akan pandai sendiri berjimat cermat. tapi kekadang duit untuk belanja sendiri pun terbabas gak. yela, nak beli produk untuk wanita, krim la, pil la, jus la, brg avon (hik..hik..). aaaa, yg tu mmg kena dipantau slalu ek!!
so, dr aku bujang sampai dah ade anak satu sedar tak sedar abg banyak mempengaruhi kehidupan aku dr segala aspek. mak pun suka ade abg sebab adela org yg boleh tolong dia sebagai org lelaki kalau ayah ade hal. adik laki aku yg lain sume 4 org, paling besar umur 21 tapi mmg takleh harap. sabar jela.
berbalik pada topik sinar, kerana dia..yang mengubah hidup anda. kalau aku, org itu sudah semestinya abg aku sendiri. banyak benda yg aku belajar dr dia. mmg perkahwinan mengajar kita banyak perkara, samada berkongsi ilmu, minat dan jiwa raga. waktu bujang sume bekisar tentang diri sendiri, tapi bila dah berdua perasaan dan kebiasaan pasangan perlu diambil kira juga. kalau zaman dulu aku boleh lepak2 di bilik dengan keadaan bilik yg...takdela macam tongkang pecah but takla berapa kemas. ala2 gitu. kalu skang bile nampak kotor dan bersepah je mmg kena bertindak cepat membersihkannya. samala juga pasal badan atau diri sendiri. tentang kebersihan tu..yg dalaman mmg kena jaga la. ikut suka nak guna cara tradisional or moden. yg luaran macam kebersihan badan kita juga penting dr atas sampai ke kaki. seboleh2nya nak bagi badan sentiasa bau wangi. (errr...tapi kalau baru lepas mengemas or memasak mesti berpeluh balik. kalau nak mandi mlm kang takut kena penyakit lak).
mana2 barang yg tak perlu mesti kena kemas. ha, aku dulu jenis suka ngumpul brg, so skang nih kena alert pada barang2 yg perlu aje. and..yg aku suka bab pengawalan duit belanja setiap bulan. dulu masih sorang so belanja takdela ape sangat. takat bayar duit ptpn, buat shopping beli baju kasut ke novel ke, and bil tepon sbb asik bergayut je, hehe. la nih sumer abg aku suh rancang awal2 sebelum gaji. ketepikan mana yg untuk bayar bil, loan, belanja and simpan. so mmg dah kena catu and sedar tak sedar kita akan pandai sendiri berjimat cermat. tapi kekadang duit untuk belanja sendiri pun terbabas gak. yela, nak beli produk untuk wanita, krim la, pil la, jus la, brg avon (hik..hik..). aaaa, yg tu mmg kena dipantau slalu ek!!
so, dr aku bujang sampai dah ade anak satu sedar tak sedar abg banyak mempengaruhi kehidupan aku dr segala aspek. mak pun suka ade abg sebab adela org yg boleh tolong dia sebagai org lelaki kalau ayah ade hal. adik laki aku yg lain sume 4 org, paling besar umur 21 tapi mmg takleh harap. sabar jela.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
sinar harapan yang 'kelam'
‘Ray of hope’ that turned out to be a nightmare
KUALA KUBU BARU: We were hit by the stench of faeces and urine the minute we walked into the men’s block at Taman Sinar Harapan located in a secluded area of the town here.
Mr A, a volunteer from a non-governmental organisation who goes to the home every Sunday to clean and feed the residents, opened the locked door at the back of the block and we were stunned by what greeted us.
About 30 stark naked men were inside the room, either lying down or sitting on the wet marble floor. In one part of the room, we saw a pool of blood, still fresh and red, on the floor.
Half of the men were locked behind bars like animals in a zoo while the others were able to move about in the front portion of the room. Those in the “jail cells” were segregated so that they would not harm their non-violent roommates.
“Those who are accidentally placed inside the cells with the more aggressive residents would be beaten or abused,” the volunteer revealed.
Most of them looked no older than 50 but they were just skin and bones and some looked extremely frail. One resident was lying on his stomach on a wooden bench and had passed motion; we almost gagged at its stench.
Fans were installed inside the room for better ventilation but that was the only luxury the men had. There were no beds, no toilets and not even blankets to keep them warm on cold rainy nights.
Those who were not in the “jail cells” were given beds but without any mattresses or pillows. They were, however, chained to the bed frame with metal chains and a steel lock.
We were told by a volunteer that they were restricted to prevent them from hurting themselves. The volunteer also shared that the men were not given any clothing as they had used their shirts to strangle themselves or the other men in the past.
After a briefing by Mr A, we got down to work. We were put in charge of spreading mats and towels on the floor.
The volunteers were all given different tasks. A group of about six or seven men were in charge of bathing the locked-up residents, the women were in charge of preparing the food and feeding the residents while the rest (there were two children in the volunteer group) were in charge of cleaning up the place and washing their clothes.
The residents were hosed down with water and soap by volunteers dressed in construction boots and a water proof apron.
After that, the male volunteers carried the naked men to the front part of the building for us to towel dry them.
After sensing our discomfort, a female volunteer nearby said: “It’s okay, they’re just like babies, you know, they don’t know anything.”
We proceeded to wipe them dry one by one before we were told to feed them with the yong tau foo bought by one of the volunteers.
The food was mashed to bits and mixed with soup to minimise the need to chew and to make feeding an easier task. so that the residents only needed to swallow them.
As we fed them, some ate obediently while others were greedy and stuffed their hands inside the bowls to take out larger portions of the food.
Some volunteers reprimanded the greedy ones who crawled towards the table to help themselves to more food. We noticed that some of the mentally disabled residents liked to hit themselves repeatedly. When we tried to stop them, they would fight back or just hit their body against the floor.
Mid-way through feeding, some volunteers suddenly rushed over to a young resident whose head was bleeding profusely. We were told that the boy had slipped and fell.
The volunteers immediately dressed him up, put him on a wheelchair and sent him to a hospital nearby.
After mopping the floor, we took a break and noticed that the residents were taken back into their cells to be locked up again.
It was nearly 4pm when everything was done. The residents were all bathed, fed and the place was clean enough.
We asked the volunteers what would happen to the residents on weekdays when the group was not there to offer their help.
The naked truth: Some of the inmates who were caged up in the home. “The caretakers don’t do much. There are only two of them while there are 50 residents. If it’s time to feed them, they would just walk one round with a bowl and feed whoever wants to eat. Those who don’t are left alone,” answered a volunteer.
She divulged that another charitable organisation had brought food for the residents but it was thrown away. “When the group asked why they did such a thing, the caretakers said that the residents would create a bigger mess if there was more food because they would defecate more often,” she said.
After the voluntary group had left, we stayed back to check out the other blocks.
The women’s wing looked cleaner and did not smell as bad but a handful of the women were seen walking about in the nude.
The two caretakers stationed at the block were seen watching TV and chatting.
We noticed that the women’s clothes were laid out to dry on a dirty floor caked with fungus. We walked over to the children’s block which seemed to be the best kept part of the home. It was decorated and there were proper beds. But the children were curiously quiet.
A volunteer claimed that the children were fed with cough syrup so that they would be sleepy and docile.
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p/s masyaallah..macam ni ke nak menjaga nasib orang2 yang kurang upaya? dibuatnya mereka seperti melayan binatang malah lebih keji lagi! inilah rupanya depan cakap lain belakang buat lain. harap ade pihak yang boleh mengambil tindakan.
linked from hamirdin.blogspot.comFriday, July 3, 2009
dunia aku
hari ni aku dapat tetamu dr jiran sbelah kiri umah. akak tu baru je pindah awal taun nih. dulu umah akak tu dah bertaun2 kosong dr sebelum aku pindah lg. akak tu mmg peramah, baik and nice aje bila bercerita. aku pun mmg suka dapat borak ngan dia. slalu tuh mana de sempat borak bagai. cuma sempat bagi salam ke tegur kejap ke bila jumpa kat luar umah. yela, pagi dh gi keja. balik petang lak aku dok dlm umah je mengemas ke membasuh ke ape2 jelah. nila 1st time dapat borak lama. sbenarnya akak tu nak nengok si faris. dia pun kata faris ni badan besar mcm umur 4 bulan. padehal baru 2 bulan 1/2 je.
aku ni mmgla bukan jenis yg peramah sgt. mmg berat mulut nk bukak citer ke ape. kalu aku tak bape kenal or rapat ngan org tu, aku akan diam je. paling koman pun senyum la. skang ni je aku dh stat senyum2. dulu masa bujang and baru kawin aku mana de nak ramah sangat ngan org. aku mmg tutupla dunia aku tu rapat2, kecuali ngan member2 rapat aku. ha..kalu ade diorg masa tula aku boleh gelak tawa bagai. kalu dpt ckp dlm phone pun mmg riuh dah macam ade depan mata je. tapi tula..aku susah nak beramah mesra ngan stranger nih. tak macam adik pompuan aku sorang tuh (sapela agaknya tu ek ;) )..mulut mmg macam bertih goreng, potpet potpet tak reti nak diam. aku suh senyap 5 minit dia mmg ngaku payah, huahuahua..taula sok2 nak jadik loyer, heh..dr skang mmg dah loyar pun.
memandangkan aku keja sebagai cikgu and pewaris tadika mak aku, so aku kenala paksa rela menjadi seorang promoter yang pura2 ramah supaya ramai customer dtg hantar anak dia kat tadika mak aku, huhu..susah woo pura2 ramah and senyum nih, tapi aku banyak kali bejaya gakla walaupun aku banyak dpt customer yg cerewet2. layan tetap layan, heheh..
aku ni mmgla bukan jenis yg peramah sgt. mmg berat mulut nk bukak citer ke ape. kalu aku tak bape kenal or rapat ngan org tu, aku akan diam je. paling koman pun senyum la. skang ni je aku dh stat senyum2. dulu masa bujang and baru kawin aku mana de nak ramah sangat ngan org. aku mmg tutupla dunia aku tu rapat2, kecuali ngan member2 rapat aku. ha..kalu ade diorg masa tula aku boleh gelak tawa bagai. kalu dpt ckp dlm phone pun mmg riuh dah macam ade depan mata je. tapi tula..aku susah nak beramah mesra ngan stranger nih. tak macam adik pompuan aku sorang tuh (sapela agaknya tu ek ;) )..mulut mmg macam bertih goreng, potpet potpet tak reti nak diam. aku suh senyap 5 minit dia mmg ngaku payah, huahuahua..taula sok2 nak jadik loyer, heh..dr skang mmg dah loyar pun.
memandangkan aku keja sebagai cikgu and pewaris tadika mak aku, so aku kenala paksa rela menjadi seorang promoter yang pura2 ramah supaya ramai customer dtg hantar anak dia kat tadika mak aku, huhu..susah woo pura2 ramah and senyum nih, tapi aku banyak kali bejaya gakla walaupun aku banyak dpt customer yg cerewet2. layan tetap layan, heheh..
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
kan aku dah kena wat keja!!!
tak pasal2 minah sorg nih bg haku keje, cis!! cis!!
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: milo ice..slurpp!!!
2. Last phone call: abg
3. Last text message: abg
4. Last song you listened to: nowseeheart-hijrah
5. Last time you cried: err..3/4 bulan lepas kott, sebelum bersalin. maklumla....org peknen..
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: hehe...more than twice
7. Been cheated on: no. i'm a very loyal person
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special : yes, to the person that is not worth it
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: ha???
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. blue
13. pink
14. yellow
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes, during my 3rd sem at um
16. Fallen in of love: everyday, with my abg + the new born faris
17. Laughed until you cried: this yr? not yet
18. Met someone who changed you: faris. thougt me how to be a mom
19. Found out who your true friends were: this yr? tadak
20. Found out someone was talking about you: ha'ah aku cukup menci org tuh
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: kiss friends? tadakla. laga pipi je
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them
23. How many kids do you want?: mebi 3 or 4
24. Do you have any pets: had!!! sume dah kena buang sebab dh bertambah + peknen. sedihnya!!
25. Do you want to change your name: y?? i like my name. it's easy to pronounce
26. What did you do for your last birthday: nothing special. just resting at home layan anak. dah takde mood celebrate besday
27. What time did you wake up today: around 6am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: reading blogs
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: get my identical weight. feels like thousand yrs to go
30. Last time you saw your Mother: evening before going back to my house
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: richer!!!!
32. What are you listening to right now : faris voice + abg berdengkur, kih..kih..
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: sem baru 4 my MA. kelas part time sambil jaga faris lg
35. Most visited webpage: my mom's blog
36. Whats your real name: farah hamirdin
37. Nicknames: farah, farra, kaklong
38. Relationship Status: married. not available!
39. Zodiac sign: gemini
40. Male or female?: female
41. Primary School?: sek. ren. keb. bbb
42. Secondary School?: smka sharifah rodziah, melaka + smka maahad hamidiah, kajang
43. High school/college?: ukm + um
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: rahsia laaa..
46. Height: around 152, 153cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: no
48: What do you like about yourself?: buat keja dengan tekun
49. Piercings: ha?
50. Tattoos: ha?
51. Righty or lefty: lefty
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: d&c
53. First piercing: ha?
54. First best friend: fadhilah annaim huda, dalila rakham, nurussalwa
55. First sport you joined: err..4x100. tapi join tak ikhlas sebab takde org
56. First vacation: pantai timur. masa kecik dulu slalu travel ngan famili ke sana naik van ford
58. First pair of trainers: aaa...
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: no
60. Drinking: no
61. I'm about to: sleep after this crazy tags!!
62. Listening to: nothing
63. Waiting on: nothing
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yes
65. Get Married?: dah kawin laa..
66. Career?: teacher, business woman
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: err..
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach. penting nih!!
73. Sensitive or loud: both, due to current situation
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: errr..
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: never
77. Drank hard liquor: apekehal??
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes. kekadang tercampak tah kemana masa nak pakai
79. Sex on first date: 1st date? plzz!!
80. Broken someone's heart: dunnow. mebi
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes. my very gud friend at ukm, pyan + my grandma
85. Fallen for a friend?: errr..
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: yes, hehehehe...
89. Heaven: of course!
90. Santa Claus: dongeng dlm movie
91. Kiss on the first date: no
92. Angels: yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?: no. i'm a loyal person but always been hurt by them
95. Did you sing today?: yes-nowseeheart, hijrah
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : i would like to go to the day my x-bf left me, so i would know the reasons why they do that to me
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: the day i'm pregnant and the pregnancy is doing fine. 5 yrs of awaiting and 2 miscarriages.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: no. i like falling in love. it's a beautiful and romantic thing ever in a life
100. Posting this as 100 truths? : err..have to keep some answers as 'personals'
*phew...siap jugak. tak patut punya adik. sakit blakang haku tau*
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: milo ice..slurpp!!!
2. Last phone call: abg
3. Last text message: abg
4. Last song you listened to: nowseeheart-hijrah
5. Last time you cried: err..3/4 bulan lepas kott, sebelum bersalin. maklumla....org peknen..
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: hehe...more than twice
7. Been cheated on: no. i'm a very loyal person
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special : yes, to the person that is not worth it
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: ha???
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. blue
13. pink
14. yellow
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes, during my 3rd sem at um
16. Fallen in of love: everyday, with my abg + the new born faris
17. Laughed until you cried: this yr? not yet
18. Met someone who changed you: faris. thougt me how to be a mom
19. Found out who your true friends were: this yr? tadak
20. Found out someone was talking about you: ha'ah aku cukup menci org tuh
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: kiss friends? tadakla. laga pipi je
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them
23. How many kids do you want?: mebi 3 or 4
24. Do you have any pets: had!!! sume dah kena buang sebab dh bertambah + peknen. sedihnya!!
25. Do you want to change your name: y?? i like my name. it's easy to pronounce
26. What did you do for your last birthday: nothing special. just resting at home layan anak. dah takde mood celebrate besday
27. What time did you wake up today: around 6am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: reading blogs
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: get my identical weight. feels like thousand yrs to go
30. Last time you saw your Mother: evening before going back to my house
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: richer!!!!
32. What are you listening to right now : faris voice + abg berdengkur, kih..kih..
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: sem baru 4 my MA. kelas part time sambil jaga faris lg
35. Most visited webpage: my mom's blog
36. Whats your real name: farah hamirdin
37. Nicknames: farah, farra, kaklong
38. Relationship Status: married. not available!
39. Zodiac sign: gemini
40. Male or female?: female
41. Primary School?: sek. ren. keb. bbb
42. Secondary School?: smka sharifah rodziah, melaka + smka maahad hamidiah, kajang
43. High school/college?: ukm + um
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: rahsia laaa..
46. Height: around 152, 153cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: no
48: What do you like about yourself?: buat keja dengan tekun
49. Piercings: ha?
50. Tattoos: ha?
51. Righty or lefty: lefty
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: d&c
53. First piercing: ha?
54. First best friend: fadhilah annaim huda, dalila rakham, nurussalwa
55. First sport you joined: err..4x100. tapi join tak ikhlas sebab takde org
56. First vacation: pantai timur. masa kecik dulu slalu travel ngan famili ke sana naik van ford
58. First pair of trainers: aaa...
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: no
60. Drinking: no
61. I'm about to: sleep after this crazy tags!!
62. Listening to: nothing
63. Waiting on: nothing
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yes
65. Get Married?: dah kawin laa..
66. Career?: teacher, business woman
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: err..
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach. penting nih!!
73. Sensitive or loud: both, due to current situation
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: errr..
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: never
77. Drank hard liquor: apekehal??
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes. kekadang tercampak tah kemana masa nak pakai
79. Sex on first date: 1st date? plzz!!
80. Broken someone's heart: dunnow. mebi
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes. my very gud friend at ukm, pyan + my grandma
85. Fallen for a friend?: errr..
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: yes, hehehehe...
89. Heaven: of course!
90. Santa Claus: dongeng dlm movie
91. Kiss on the first date: no
92. Angels: yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?: no. i'm a loyal person but always been hurt by them
95. Did you sing today?: yes-nowseeheart, hijrah
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : i would like to go to the day my x-bf left me, so i would know the reasons why they do that to me
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: the day i'm pregnant and the pregnancy is doing fine. 5 yrs of awaiting and 2 miscarriages.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: no. i like falling in love. it's a beautiful and romantic thing ever in a life
100. Posting this as 100 truths? : err..have to keep some answers as 'personals'
*phew...siap jugak. tak patut punya adik. sakit blakang haku tau*
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